My quilt

crazy days

between babysitting, quilting, dealing with big kids, our house in oregon, Jeffs mom's estate, getting the yard ready for winter. i think i will hide today. i did get one quilt done yahoo. now on to the next thing, ssi wants us to pay sep. money back for jeffs mom even though she died on the 26, and we payed her bills on the 5th. so we have to prove we don't have the money to pay it for her. this is seperat from her estate i haven' t even started on that we have 90 to get it done. Last night i took a brake and went to Brandi's soccor game the lost 0 to 2 but she played good. well i best get on to finding papers. will it all just go away???

Brandi's Game

Today Brandi had a soccer game today, the couch put her in the last 9 min. of the game. She loves to play. there are about 20 girls so some of them don't get to play much. no they didn'e win but they had a good time. then Brandi and i went to find some fabric for a home coming dress. she picked greens i think it will look nice on her i think she said it's the 14the of october. so i best sew fast. not uch eals Jeff's mom passed on, this is a good thing for her. she was 86. she died on sept 26th. we told her to tell all our loved ones hi for us and to give them a hug. well it's late have a great day love you all

Our Grandson Baby Charles

For days now my thoughts have been on Danyel and Doran, for their loss, for their strength and courage. My heart just hearts for them. Today it's been a year and i so wanted to hold Danyel in my arms and carry her through this day. these are the times when it breaks a mothers heart, to see her children go through such pain. They are both strong people they will carry each other through. Even though we all know Charles is in Heaven and his grandfather is with him our hearts hurt for our loss, the years we won't enjoy him here. As i read Danyel's poem she posted i sat and cryed for her, for Doran, For the grandparents, for the emptiness our lose brings to us. we pray for them that soon that hole will be some what filled with new life. A friend once told me when my husband died that people would tell me that i would get over it with time, but she to lost a husband and what she said to me that day will always be with me. No time does not heal all, we just will learn to live and move on but the pain for our loss will always be there. No other can take that place in our hearts, that place will always be reserved for Him. We love him he is a choosen spirit. We love you Charle

Good Morning Danyel you would be well pleased I didnot go back to bed i cam to write in my blogg. The weather is changing, i love each new season. i think though that fall is my favorit. Yesturday i started to clean out the garden, today i get to take the stuff to the dump. there are some things that are still in the garden growing like tomatos, corn, beets, and squash. when thay are all done i will clean the garden put compost on it and cover it for the winter. I would like to build a green house over it so that i could start things earlyer but it cost money. I've been working on quilts i need to get my cards out but i don't realy know were to addvertise. i sold 2 the other day to Jeff's sister she has been addvertising some at her work. I have 3 that are for the DI i need to quilt. Brandi practiced soccer this morning after class she had fun. not much else have a good day.